Friday, September 16, 2016

Elusive Creature

I’m divorced. Just like that. After nearly thirty-five years of being married, a judge signs the paper. And that’s that.

There was more to it, of course. Sparing the dreary details, I had wanted out for years but did not want to face up to it. I remember the day it became clear to me. The counselor sat next to me with her arms around me while I shivered and wailed that I wasn’t the kind of guy who left his wife. “I’m the guy who never quits! I’m the one who HELPS people. I don’t HURT them!”

It took a long time to follow through. I waited for the youngest to graduate high school. We separated a week later, and now as fall begins, we’re divorced.

I’m sensing a presence that has been out of reach for a long time.
Yet in recent days it has allowed me a glimpse, almost by accident, as if it were an elusive creature of the forest. I’m not even sure it has a word, but I’ll call it this for now:


A Bornean Bay Cat

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Why Do I Write?

Photo by David Mercer

I Write

To fumble for unseen truths

To discover the secrets of my heart
Make harmony in my soul
And share it with You

I write to resonate with Your heart